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| I didn't know I can still lose weight....gosh, so stressful.
Thankfyl for what he did still.
::Don't know what I suppose to feel. It doesn't hit me yet. I thought I might............but I guess...I can't see it. I refuse to forget, refuse to let go. but it does slowly go away......so what's left? why does it bother?.........give me some time. (it remains you don't say, I don't ask)::
He looks too damn hot.
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| refuse to believe.....
not knowing become guessing, doubt and sad.
Love is a everyday thing. It won't grow when you stop planting it. Friends are just the same.
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| Not saying anything means something. You don't want me to know. You don't care to tell. You don't care what I think. You just don't care about me. "who are you...to ask"..you think. I don't know. I don't want to guess what you think. alot of things shut me down. I shut down from people, i build wall. I run away from it. I stop asking, stop talking, stop thinking. whatever it is....I just have to let it go..it is not my concern now. That what I only can do. ::I only needs to know what you want me to know:: | | |
| One said I am too passive. One said I have problem communicating with people.....I guess I do. I don't want to tell much, I don't trust people probably. I don't ask because I suppose people would tell me if they want me to know. end up...no one say anything. I still don't know what people think, what their life is. I am scared to ask, I feel trying too hard to know people that they don't want me to know. I don't tell cause I don't want to bored people if they are not interested. Only few know me, I only know few people...cause they would try to talk to me first....till I open up. Only those who can see through my thick wall. I am thankful for them.
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